Friday, October 22, 2010

मेरा "मैं" !

"  यूँही सोचा मैंने, चलो खुद से मिल कर आते हैं,
"खुद से मिल कर आते हैं???"
सोचा मैंने आखिर कैसे?
कहाँ खोजूं खुद को?
कहाँ मिलेगा मुझे मेरा "मैं",
दुन्ड़ता रहा हर राह, हर डगर,
एक बार फिर सोचा मैंने आखिर कहाँ हूँ मैं?
क्यूँ  हूँ मैं?
एक दिन उस ऊपर वाले से भी पुछा,
जवाब मिला; वो भी एक सवाल ही था,
कहा बस चला जा जहाँ समय ले जाये,
सुनना अपने मन की मिल आयेगा तुझे तेरा मैं,
इसी आस में चलता चला मैं,
शायद भटक गया...
न मिला मैं, न मिला कोई,
जो था साथ वो भी खो गया,
पता नहीं कैसे, एक दिन आईना उठाया मैंने,
देखा; सोचा; ये तो मैं हूँ,
अफ़सोस अज वो आइना भी टूट गया,
जिसने मुझे मुझसे मिलाया वो भी चला गया,
अब कहाँ जाऊं मैं, डरता हूँ फिर भटक न जाऊं मैं,
नहीं चाहता खोना इस भीड़ में,
क्यूंकि शायद कहीं किसी कोने में
अब भी कोई सोचता है,
बस एक बार और,
नहीं खोऊंगा खुद को, ये वादा है मेरा मेरे "मैं" से!!"




Saturday, July 3, 2010

dRUNKEN mUSINGS..OOPS D CAPS lock IS ON!

I'm drunk...and I know most people will say, "You start talking way too much when you are drunk"...some will say you lose your conscience after you are drunk...I know I am finding it so difficult to type this all but...I wanted to jot down what I’m feeling..you lose yourself...what if I say your unconscious takes over...and the true you comes out...I know I may sound a little hysterical...but no problems I’m hysterical right now...this is something beyond the scope of my thoughts...so I was telling what happens when your unconscious mind takes over the conscious one...making you feel what all you actually are thinking throughout the day...fooling the world around you trying to be something what you are not...quite possible many of you who are reading this may have gone through the same phase...but today right at this moment I witnessed the the two...the two types of you...one who says you should love the life..no matter what the circumstances are...and the one who cares about every person you may have never met...the fact is who is more dominant...in my case I’ve always tried to defeat the latter one...and I think the same for most of the people..may be because I’m like this...one of my friend who is equally inebriated at this moment (pRANAV hUNDOO)says listen to one who asks you to live life as he is true you...and smyhing inside me says...bloody drunkard..lol!!!

Sunday, May 23, 2010

"INVICTUS"

While watching the movie Invictus, I came to know about this poem from William Ernest Henley. 

Jst could not resist it...here it goes!!!

~~~~~~~Invictus~~~~~~~
"Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds and shall find me unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul."


--- William Ernest Henley 

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

ek asha, ek khwab, ek sapna!!!

Ek asha, ek khwab, ek sapna;
ek din aayega jab wo hoga apna;
abhi nahin to agle mod pe;
pura hoga bas uspe chhor de;
zindagi banti sunder inhi khwabon se hai;
tu na ghabra tera sath to hawaon se hai;
udta ja tu apni ye udan;
na mahsoos ho ab tujhe koi thakan;
cheer ke nikal bahar,chhu le apni manzil;
basane ko taiyar hoga khud mein tujhko har dil;
kyun ghabrata hai tu zamane se;
jeet to ati hai ek bar azmane se;
chadte suraj ko karti hai duniya salam;
kar ja kuch aisa pade sab tera kalam;
deekha de roshni tujhmein bhi hai;
suraj sa jagmagane ki arrzoo bhi hai;
jeet jayega tu, sir tere hoga phoolon ka taz;
ek asha, ek khwab, ek sapna;
ek din aayega jab wo hoga apna|||